AN ONLINE AIM DISCOURSE: AMERICAN POETRY EXPERIENCED BY A RADIO WAVE NAMED MOMMY, PART I
by HEATHER LOCKHEED and PSYCODELIKSHAMAN
mommymommymommy1: you want to tel mommy about desease?
PsycOdelikShaman: huh?
PsycOdelikShaman: what?
mmm1 you like desease?
mmm1 i add you to list
PsycOdelik: It is interesting
mmm1 yes!
PsycOdelik: ok
mmm1 you are irish?
PsycOdelik: Everyone is diseased
PsycOdelik: I am part Irish
mmm1 you have big O
mmm1 like irish
PsycOdelik: O?
mmm1 O'
mmm1 delik
mmm1 ?
PsycOdelik: oh yes
PsycOdelik: Want to hear an interesting theory?
mmm1 yes, i like terry.
mmm1 please tell me?
PsycOdelik: yes I am one second
mmm1 how can you be one and second?
PsycOdelik: Keep in mind this is just a theory and it could be completely true or not true at all or inbetween:
We are all just pulses in a space fabric type place(The "space fabric type place" is pretty much a bleak void that can't be perceived that we pulseate in and because we can't percieve it we percieve this instead), we are as if radio waves and each person(entity) is just a singular "radio wave" and it starts at one point and travels to the next the starting is the birth and the stopping is the death and after the pulse "radio wave" stops it just ceases to exist
We percieve everything to seem as it appears on this place we call Earth or rather in this place we think is reality.
and I also believe that this is not the only perception that is gained different types of pulses percieve different things and other pulses not in this perception are in another "demension"
you see every (picture the smallest possible fraction of a second you can here) is anoter demntion, and in the "time" or the "forever" rather of everything our life is extremally short we just percieve it to be this long
and that is only one type of a demention there are limitless types
but that is just a brief summery of it ofcourse, most of what I have seen and thought I can't even find words to describe yet that is how extreme it is (or this all could just be the result of a burn out mind lol)
mmm1 i am very drunk
mmm1 now
mmm1 what's radio wave?
PsycOdelik: It is like an unseen wave
PsycOdelik: an electromagnetic wave with radio frequency
PsycOdelik: an electromagnetic wave one of the waves that are propagated by simultaneous periodic variations of electric and magnetic field intensity and that include radio waves, infrared, visible light, ultraviolet, X rays, and gamma rays
PsycOdelik: But I am not saying that we are that I am saying we are something simmilar to it
mmm1 !
PsycOdelik: So how did you find me?
mmm1 "desease"
PsycOdelik: ah I see, interesting
PsycOdelik: so what do yuo think of my theory?
mmm1 hard to know?
PsycOdelik: Where are you from?
mmm1 i am in new york city.
PsycOdelik: Ah I see, you don't speak much English?
mmm1 i speak english!
mmm1 not good
PsycOdelik: Yes that is what I ment
PsycOdelik: So, where are you originally from?
mmm1 orginally?
PsycOdelik: yes, where did you live when you were born? where were you born what country?
PsycOdelik: When all of your wishes are granted many of your dreams will be destroyed
mmm1 wow, that is pretty
PsycOdelik: thank you
mmm1 how are you like this? you are an outsider?
PsycOdelik: an outsider?
mmm1 you seem an outsider, your poetry?
PsycOdelik: Yes I do write poetry
PsycOdelik: and what do yuo men by "outsider"?
mmm1 americans are not very thoughtful, you are different.
PsycOdelik: thank you I don't like to consider myself an American jsut because I live in America, I don't live for the "American dream" I live for myself and the oens I love i life and the things I love in life
mmm1 you are like billy jole and we dident start the fire
PsycOdelik: thank you
mmm1 what do you love?
PsycOdelik: this might give you an idea:
Llerros fo evol eht
Pressed
Held tight with reverance
Dripping with extracted adoration
A holding higher then typical amour
Nostalgic sentiment towards her sweet sirinity
invites me to a true home of contentment
All pain withers away like the forgotten petals of a bleak yesterday
You came with the descent of my dolor and extinguished all grief
You breath life and ultimate delite
Surreal waters flowing over crystalline reality
The amount of empathy surpasses all communication
Freeing me from my own apathy
granting me the freedom to feel
and feel I do
I feel you
mmm1 you feel me?
PsycOdelik: That is about my love, Sorrell
mmm1 what is sorrell?
PsycOdelik: my girlfriend
mmm1 oh, sorrel is pressed?
PsycOdelik: By that I ment that I hold her close to me and close to my heart
mmm1 oh, not in a cage then?
PsycOdelik: no not in a cage
mmm1 pressed?
PsycOdelik: yes pressed
mmm1 i thought that was in a cage like prisons? my boyfriend talks about pressed often, pressed people
PsycOdelik: does he mean depressed or opressed?
PsycOdelik: pressed basiacally means to act upon through steady pushing or thrusting force exerted in contact
PsycOdelik: to press
mmm1 oh
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